dont ever look so inviting
dont ever look so inviting
dont ever look so inviting
my piano cant make music anymore
the room over is loud

away boy, hit the seventh chord!
subtract three and lets go ride horses

why do you always look so inviting
dont you know to never look so inviting
run run run i swear it will be ok
its beating faster isnt it?
i swear it will be ok
the pace picks up the pace quickens
hear the drums my child hear the drums!
pick up your feet its coming and i dont know why
my sweet its starting again
slowly it gains. with pace it moves.
there isnt time to see what it is behind you

the room over has grown still and nothing in this universe has ever looked so inviting

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peace be with you now in this time of despair
listen to the air, for it might be all you have
even though you can not hear, even though you can not speak
do not let that stop you from taking in what is yours
it will hurt at first i bet
but it will come later if not now
stonger you have to be. so strong.
time will wait for you
time will wait for you

keep believing
this isnt empty space
it might be despair but listen to the air i beg of you

you can hear it now
no no no
dont look at your limbs, they are of more use than that
stare up. it doesnt matter, up is whatever way keeps you from looking at yourself
this is all yours
just make the first move. against death. against life
can you see it now?
its golden its crimsion its everything
touch it, it feels like snow

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i believe there are white lights on the ocean floor
below is a place man has yet to go
what is waiting for me
creatures. devils. gods.
will there be a violin
a drummer?
what else is near the white light at the bottom of the ocean floor
is it in this one moment of brillance that i can reach the ocean floor

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what if people only exsited in that moment of time that your eyes laid fixed upon them
being born without eyes would be a blessing

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it hits me awake
it keeps hitting me to be sure i am awake
i am awake! i scream it!
its not enough
i know its not enough
space feels like flesh ripping all around me

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to hear something this beautiful
it is enchanting
in these final minutes of eternity, it means something
i want so bad to hear the last of this song
of course in doing so i doom myself to be there for the ending
i am pulled. i am pulled right of the ground
i want the ending, i want the final moments
here in the middle if i cant even keep myself to stay on the ground
i must know, i must
what the final ending will sound like
where my body is now isnt enough
hieght above anything isnt enough
i want to be torn a part and put back together
i still have so long to go
another sound joins the fray
it really is gaining now i promise you that
why does everything feel so urgent
earth is already eons away
I AM STILL GOING
how much more of this can i take
how much
but then, but then it slows down

only to start again

joy is overflowing in me
its not so much that i was there in the begining or that i will be there in the end
my its everything that is in between

there it is!

i have made it, its everything and nothing all at once

there is nothing so wonderful

there is nothing so wonderful

nothing so wonderful

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tonight i will sleep with the cross in my hand
my reminder of the begining, the middle, and the end

as painos take me to sleep
as angels watch over me
we will travel together in my dreams

this is everything i ever wanted and nothing i wished for
this is my masterpiece beyond words
nothing is mine is mine, make it
force my hands to unpry and take what you need
never mind always yours

keep me here with you. i like the feeling of floating